Tuesday, 19 May 2015


                                                             BIG EXCITING NEWS

i know i haven't really been updating my blog site as much as i used to. i feel i put a lot more effort into my youtube channels and find it hard to motivate myself to update as i do it all through a lense which is easier. But i have some very exciting news that just happend.

I was sitting down on youtube watching Funforlouis as i love watching his adventures and i think hes very talented vlogger. and i saw he went on Contiki tour to Vietnam to advertise it. I Showed my husband and was instantly inspired to go so i brought it up. and he loved it too and agreed we should go for it and do it, (as we never really pushed ourselves outside our comfort zone and gone on adventures) so we went online and booked to go on the Contiki highlights Vietnam tour september 21st 2015. so only few months and we will be going to Vietnam. I'm totally excited and stil in shock how spontaneous all this is. My sister is also coming which was random discussion after we had already booked. we will be going for 10 days and traveling all throughout Vietnam, trying food, going on big adventures around the country. my first time out of Europe and i would have never thought id ever gone to Vietnam, its so not like me at all. with me suffering with immense social anxiety this is a giant step for me, as i would never go in a group of strangers for 10 days on a trip that im going to be doing things out side my comfort zone, I'm very proud of myself on that prospective. I should be fine with Alex and My sister with me. I'm super excited and going to have amazing storied to vlog and document for you guys :) 

Tuesday, 14 April 2015


Now were into April already. I had a great Easter, but really been slacking in the blog writing         department. This Easter we had quite the relaxing day, if you would like to see the vlog for that, its     on my youtube channel. We went to a local park which i never realised was right in my area before.    so we took advantage on the fact that i was wearing new clothes and my husband really wanted to photoshoot with me in my new clothes. I love this dress, as soon as i walk into Urban Outfitters i                                                  bought it instantly. its soooo cute!                                                           

               for some bizzare reason i look tan here, but its actually inspiring me to get one
       my shoes were from Topshop. seeing as 70s style is in right now, which i love! i wanted to get             myself a pair of 70s platforms for the spring and summer season.

Friday, 20 March 2015

Happy Spring

Finally getting to see some Spring weather down here in Surrey. 

Wednesday, 18 March 2015

retouching and Photography planning

When I'm working on new images and Retouching, i always plan out what it might look like before i have even shot my work. Back in 2008 i taught myself photoshop while i was at college studying Photography, as in college they didnt teach us these things so i only had myself to grow from. after a year i master basic tools and creating concept and fine art style imagery. currently 2015 I have mastered Photoshop to where i wanted to be at. we can always make improvements, but i would say I'm at a standard i always wanted to be at after years of practise. My locations are often in forest so i always like to focus on lighting, contrasting between an extreme dark and gorgeous sun flare.

                                           both images were shot in October 2015
I find myself focusing less and less of my own personal photography and more on working with clients on there own. I was never the most confident photographer and felt uncomfortable talking so i focused always on self portraits as i know best right. But i put my skills to use in retouching.


January 26th 2015 Laika Studios who made Coraline, Paranorman and The Boxtrolls Teamed up with Heritage Auction and decided they would be selling 250 achieves from each movie. this instantly got me so excited as I've been a huge fan of there since the beginning. So at that point it was just about waiting patiently for a chance to have one for myself. The Auction ended officially on february 12th of this year, and out of all chances I was able to get myself something to remind me of there amazing movies. I really wanted something from Coraline itself, but i knew there was no way of that happening as, i just simply didn't want to spend there crazy amount of money due to the fact me and my husband planned on saving this year for perhaps are own business or America, so i went for something more in my price range and was able to get one of these amazing head bust from Paranorman.  

 I manage to get myself "Perry" Normans Dad from Paranorman. and i couldnt be anymore happy with him.
 The detail is so good, and he is a lot bigger then i thought he would be, so i can only imagine how big the puppets actually are.

Saturday, 13 September 2014


I went on my first Autumn clothing shop today getting ready for the season as i have literally no clothes ahhhh. I will list where things are from below. 
                                                           Kimono -Urban Outfitters £48
                                                     Blouse - Urban Outfitters £38
                                                     Faux leather Skirt - Forever 21 £15
                                                     Knee Socks - Forever 21 £7
                                                     Boots - Topshop £40
 Lace Top -Forever 21 £10
Hat- Forever 21 £7    
Necklace - Etsy £3    

My crazy Autumn obsession

it officially fall when starbucks bring out the PSL and pumpkin bread in my books!
I've tryed to restrict myself to one a weekend but there just to good! they get a lot of bad wrap over in the states for not containing actual pumpkin (tbh so what, they taste good) and a lot of things like apple juice isnt always REAL apple. thats the way i look at it anyway. well the FLAVOURED full pumpkin spiced lattes are the best. in UK I'm sure there made with different ingredients as a lot of things are monitor before selling a product. i dont know this 100% but I'm sticking with that!

after my rant. my love for autumn is practically all year round. i feel so down and miserable throught out the year. We do celebrate Easter big in my family. but Fall and Halloween is just my favorite time. i would happily trade christmas for halloween any day if i was given the choice. 

                                                                     Pumpkin bread

Hopefully they will start brining more US fall products over to the UK as its blowing up more then it was. despite the fact (which i find so bizzare) how Halloween originally was made by English, Irish and the scotts, but US have important are Holiday and pretty much owned it, to the point over in the UK people are starting to believe it's an American Holiday. which it is not by far. thats like us Claiming Thanksgiving and then US think we invented it. even tho i feel it makes sense for UK to celebrate Thanksgiving also because. theres so much history to thanksgiving that involves us mainly. but we have The Harvest over in UK which again invented by us before Thanksgiving and Thanksgiving is taken from the harvest traditions. the meal with family. being thankful, giving. exactly same traditions.